My Life

It's been a rough day. I decided that I'm gonna be open and honest on this blog so hope no one thinks I'm complaining...

So I'm in college now, right? Well I've been excited my whole life about this experience and now I'm losing sight as to why. I have a disease that causes me to hurt and while it's been like this practically my whole life I never anticipated how much worse it would be because of college life. There are moments that I feel like I can't move, sincerely. This scares me for a lot of reasons.

I hope to go to the doctor and get some help very soon. I truly want to enjoy the next 4-5 years of my life, but it's not lookin' too good at this point. I have hope though and am trying to learn better how to lean on God which I know will make a difference in at least my attitude.

I'm not sharing this for sympathy but simply because it is a huge chuck of my life right now and that's what I want to write about... my life.

ShelbyJean